Something a wrote a while ago
My eyes slip as the water engulfs me, fire curse through my veins feeling the intensity calms my nerves rendering my soul useless as the final hour ticks bye, but looking up into the Colbert blue eyes makes me feel as though life does not never matters, just looking at then carries away my pain my guilt at what I had done, what I did to make him be like this. why was my life important ,why did he try and stop me from saving his life the life he struggled everyday to just for keep for me .My pain starts to fade away the look in his eyes turns to shock, creasing his face for the last time brought tears to my eyes"